Life’s Journey update
Wednesday 21st February 2018
My goals were to Wake up every morning grateful I have been blessed with another day, My special people are happy and healthy and I can provide a meal for the family table. I give Thanks, x.
More focused and organized, Do not start other projects until the last one is finished. Keep researching, learning and Improve my Grammar.
Try very hard have a healthy eating plan and weight loss. Seek volunteer work to give back to the community also a way to become more sociable and meet new people to make it a little closer to my Dream.
I am truly grateful for the love and support I am blessed with
Focused and organized much better I have a system, room for improvement yes, I have been doing a lot of research still learning, as for grammar I hate it, but I will continue and have been checking and rechecking my writing,
okay everything else not as good as I had hoped’
Healthy eating I have acquired a need for chocolate, before I was diagnosed with Diabetic’s it was very rare I would eat chocolate, was a savory kinda girl, I now have a chocolate stash for my treat. As for my weight loss I either lose a couple of pounds or gain a couple, ok I know, it’s the chocolate lol, I am not too worried YET, In total, I have lost 6 ST 6-7 lb in 15, months.
I have been getting advice from a lovely lady about Volunteer work, I have no issues with working in a charity shop more Than happy to do so. But remembering why I am doing this, I left school at 13years old because family issues, I have been alone since then I have Experienced Great loss, trauma, and abuse from which I didn’t think I would be able to recover from, some I don’t believe I will.
I taught myself how to read and write, to use the computer, How to be an adult, women, mother and to cook, My poor children Lol yea I got it wrong as I had no guidance, not just the cooking 🙂
Sad Lonely, Unwanted Unloved, Deserted and Self-destruction are all negative feelings I can relate to. If I can use these experiences to help.Support and Hopefully prevent others from this pain and hurt then this is what I’m going to do.
My last word is …. I am a strong, independent Survivor I Carry my own Shit, I hold on tight to my power I will continue my journey and Missions nothing or no one will Prevent me from getting why I need to be.