The last few weeks have been let’s say challenging, I will admit after the second, third row with my beautiful selfish spoilt young people in my house,I was struggling to  remember that I was the adult, You know the saying give an inch and they take a mile, not in this house these two take the whole of west London, Whatever you give they always want that bit more, So took hold and expressed my feeling, thoughts, of their actions, I am happy to say we all apologized  and we are all friend again, If I really have to take any responsibility Then I have to remember my daughter is not a little girl anymore and to respect and support her new journey in life, I can do that, as long as her journey is not too far away from home. To any parent who may be suffering due to  the fact you have a teenagers, Firstly My heart goes out to you all,  Stay strong, All families row and I believe this is healthy, you may not like what your child is saying but you are showing them what they have to say is important and they are free to express themselves without fear of judgment. images



This is truly heartbreaking as there is no reason or justification This little man has lost his life because of the stupid-ness that is going on in our streets Kids killing each other well I hope whoever lite this fire it haunts you for the rest of your life Shame on you R.I.P Young one the Angels will take care you,  My love and thought are with you and your family God Bless x 3b67f496db9f93e7249b2281a6603891



My last born..

Well I made it, My last born has just celebrated her 18th Birthday Being a mum never ends but I now have four adult children I have been a mother for 28 years and I have much amazing fun, proud and happy memories of the children growing up but I would be lying to say it has been easy and without troubles even heartbreak, I am sharing this for all the parents who may be in the toilet crying or pulling out there last hair Stay strong, Keep trying Believe me its worth it in the end


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When will I learn that not everyone is like me or have the same intentions?

Why can’t they see what I can?

I am very loyal when is it misplaced? 

When is it ok to say I’ve done all I can?

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The most Beautiful butterfly came in the house I said to my son

“That is a blessing, sign or Message” 

He replied “I’ll help it out the window to go on its way”

“Leave it for a bit the window is open” wanting it to stay as long as possible.

“It came for a reason his job is done, It’s not your’s Mum feel blessed it came and then let it go,

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I try my hardest to help and protect others like the butterfly

But they’re not mine I must have more faith in them

Let them go knowing I did all I could with Love Guidance and Compassion  


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I have not written names as  I would not wish to upset or disrespect the families and friends of these Angels that have been taken to soon, without their permission, but I want to continue support and  awareness to the growing violence on our street and to send a message to the Government and the Mayor of London.

your priority should be with finding ways to prevent the Murders that are being committed nearly every single day, and if you cant do this for the respect of your Crumbling Country, Do this out of respect for every single Angel below and their families for their Devastating Loss.

 murders  the Met Police investigating?

  • , stabbed: Lambeth
  • , 20, stabbed: Islington
  •  44, stabbed: Redbridge
  •  49, head injury: Barnet
  • , 34, stabbed: Hackney
  • , 18, post-mortem awaits: Bromley
  • , 25, stabbed: Hammersmith & Fulham
  •  head injury: Redbridge
  • , 26, stabbed: Hackney
  •  39, stabbed: Southwark
  • , 11-weeks-old, post-mortem awaits: Haringey
  • , 25, stabbed: Hammersmith & Fulham
  • 19, stabbed: Barking & Dagenham
  • , 22, stabbed: Haringey
  •  55, stabbed: Camden
  •  19, stabbed: Lambeth
  • , 41, shot: Barnet
  •  54, stabbed: Redbridge
  • , 17, stabbed: Newham
  •  48, multiple injuries: Waltham Forest
  • 19, stabbed: Kensington & Chelsea
  • , 33, blunt force trauma injury to the head and face: Greenwich
  •  26, stabbed: Ealing
  •  20, stabbed: Camden
  • , 17, stabbed: Camden
  •  24, shot: Westminster
  • , 44, stabbed: Southwark
  • , 42, stabbed: Hammersmith & Fulham
  •  47, stabbed: Richmond
  • Two bodies found in Sussex
  •  20, stabbed: Croydon
  • , 19, shot: Haringey
  • , 36, head injury: Lewisham
  •  68, compression of neck: Kingston
  • , 20, shot: Waltham Forest
  • , 18, stabbed: Havering
  •  36, stabbed: Hounslow
  • , 23, stabbed: Enfield
  • , 41, stabbed: Hackney
  •  48, stabbed: Ealing
  •  41, stabbed: Waltham Forest
  •  21, stabbed: Newham
  • 26, shot: Hackney
  • Awaiting formal ID, 59, skull fracture: Barking & Dagenham
  • , 50, stabbed: Wandsworth
  • , 23, stabbed: Greenwich
  •  36, stabbed: Haringey
  • 20, stabbed: Wandsworth
  • , 17, shot: Haringey
  • , 16, shot: Waltham Forest
  • Awaiting formal ID, female, 80, post-mortem awaits: Camden
  • , 37, stabbed: Lewisham
  • 53, post-mortem awaits: Hackney
  • , 18, stabbed: Hackney
  • , 26, stabbed: Colindale
  •  38, stabbed: Brixton
  • 18, stabbed: Forest Gate
  • 32, blunt force trauma to the chest: Morden
  • Awaiting formal ID, 20, stabbed: Finsbury Park
  • Awaiting formal ID, 30s, shot, Queensbury Tube station
  •  17, shot, Kennington