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my grandson Haylon planted some flowers yesterday with my help I’m not the best Gardner in the world so I think I may pray as well that something grows lol and cross a few fingers as well I really don’t want my little sunshine to lose interest.



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Pisces & Aries

Key dates: March 11 to April 1

An outgoing and friendly personality, indicating you are extroverted but self-contained. An independent streak may contrast with your strong attachment to your close friends and family. may also refer to someone close to you who you can rely on

a passionate, and independent woman.  career-oriented and successful. Honest, thoughtful, and confident,

patience is one of your virtues and it has helped you create comfortable living situations with those around you.

You have made wise decisions and this ability to think soundly will help you in the future. A loving friend will give you helpful advice.

By following the advice of a close female influence, you will achieve success. Your home life will be fulfilling.79082h0evyh0of379082h0evyh0of3








cropped-klsmith-e15183623123481.jpgI am planning to share some short stories that are based on real-life Issues  that may be affecting families today The characters are made up by myself and have no connection to anyone known to me. They are very honest fact-based stories I believe some people will be able to relate to them and take some comfort that they are not the only ones going through struggles and difficulties I hope you find them interesting and enjoyable also.


The Father Figure

The monster

For the Love of the man

I think you may be mistaken




The loss of a loved one can bring many emotions you can go through many stages I found the one feeling, the emotion that stayed with me the longest and affected me the most was the feeling of Guilt. When my son died I can’t tell you how many times I asked myself If I had done things differently maybe my son would be here today, or Am I to blame for his death The guilt I felt was such a big part of my thoughts, life, Even when the doctors said Anything I did or didn’t do would not have changed the outcome and how I am feeling is natural grief process. which seemed like a life time to except that was correct,  I then felt I would never recover from my loss How can you smile laugh and enjoy yourself again, I was correct I have never fully recovered I don’t believe my heart will ever be whole again but when I smile and  laugh now I believe our loved ones who is looking down feel relive,  My son is still a very big part of my life we talk of him all the time of Memories or the wonder of what he would be like had he been here, Privately I still feel my loss, my grief but I no longer feel guilt I can’t change what happened in the past I can only hope my son is at peace and he knows that I love and miss him dearly.

I know there are no words I could say to anyone who has lost a child that would help or ease that pain, I shared this to say you can smile and be happy again when that happens is when you are ready, there is no time limit to grief and loss.;loss

To the those who have lost a loved one,

I Send Love, strength and the will to continue to keep fighting God bless